turning back..

Looking back at the year 2008, i'm just glad that i don't have a single regret over all the decisions that i have made.

I am who i am and therefore i am.
I prefer to stay true to myself and no one will change that.

Last but not least, if there is something i would like to work forward or look forward to, is curbing the fear of challenging for high balls.
And probably the attacking instinct.

Oh, and that perm position.
and erm, to save up.
HA.

Application different

A Rose by any other name would have smelled as sweet.

A Fart by any other man would have smelled as bad.

Something is really wrong with my body.
I can feel it.

The Saying Goes....

I count down the days towards a brand new year.
I think i have become a better person.
The keyword here is 'think'

Maybe it's the emo entries or the 'wtf' entries you guys always complain about.
Somehow i feel obliged to blog in sentences or statements so that the quiet things no one ever knows stay unknown.

Everyone makes new year resolution, planning and hoping to get the things that they set so that they have 365 days to achieve the list they set themselves out to attain.
Good luck to those for such determination cannot be found within myself.

A very pretty plight.

Forget about tonight, tomorrow will be here so soon.
Too soon for comfort, too close for either.

I fancy how these people lived, the rude and the irony.
A beautiful morning turned ugly the moment someone cut you in the line and demanding something additional.

I think it's time to give up whining for once. Since it's the holiday season.
Then again, it's not like Xmas was ever my cuppa tea.

The downfall

Depressed would be an understatement.
I gave up smoking but i gained 3kg in 2 weeks.

Now my mind is fucked thinking should i go back to my own ways...

The uh the oh and the wtf

It's the end of the year (Soon).
I don't feel motivated..
I think i need a short getaway....I miss Samui :(

Life has been pretty stagnant...nothing new is happening and i always follow a routine.
How long can i stick to this regime?
I wonder . . ..

Arpi

It sickens me to feel the culture of being brought up selfish and not selfess.
Where you find and fight for your own survivablity, where you alone shall progress regardless of the results.
It feels sick that you are like an empty shell, where the insides were pumped into you by force and with it, it controls you how they want you to behave.

When you are being cultivated, then order is simple. Everyone will have a similar mindset. Easy to control, appease and play with.

Think about it, when the word charity comes to mind, don't you think the same too?
To the majority of us, doing charity work is equavilent to dialling some 1900 numbers.