Trying

I am trying, for the first time, seriously trying.
I need to quit, for health or wealth.

Wish me luck.

Extended Fam

Close Knitted, I beg to differ.
Don't come and talk to me about communication between all of us in our generation, when you can't even do a single thing right.
Stop expecting everyone can be there for you if you state it in the last min.
The world don't revolve around just because you're the first grandson in the family.

I see you once a year and you always sit there like a dumb log, literally.
Perhaps opening your god dam mouth with gold seems too much a hassle.
Of course, I'm in no position to comment about you nor your status or even your fucking character.
But at least take this from me,
FUCK YOU.

Teeth the size of piano keys

Why can't I be better, No you aren't better.
Progression was certain but at the end of the day, it seems the steps I took brought me back in a circle.
I do have a barrier within myself, a barrier that prevents sharing.
Be it inner thoughts or expressions, I seem to be capable of doing the wrong things at the wrong time.

I thought I was different, I guess 'different' is just a polite way of terming.
Am I the one you want to lose?
Tell me that I'm the one you want to lose, I will let go and have others take my place.

I'm waiting for the chance to change me.
Period.

Reverse inside Out

I don't take Chilli, Yet I love curry.
I don't eat fishes, yet i love sashimi.
I keep dressing in black, yet my favourite is white.
I'm a walking contradiction and I know it is not right.


Well, Screw you.

Picco

I feel weird.
I am weird.
okay, I'm fucking weird.

enslavement

It's hard to call this a home.
What others name as corruption, in this place it's called salary.
When they make you pay the incredible amount of money, just so you get a home, you cannot help but wonder why the sky high prices. The subsidies, do they even amount to anything? Wasn't it all built with our money in the first place?

They seek for younger marriage age, yet they expect us to pay. A 8 year old kid could probably fared better in this aspect of math.
They asked to procreate and call this a home. I cannot help but to give up hope.
Dude, give me a break, cos this enslavement is the beginning for a death of a nation.

Lifestyle of..............

Sometimes I wish that life is simple and easy.
Sometimes I dream that no bars are sleazy.

The alternating twist, the alternating end.
The twisted fun, the twisted gang.

It seem I may, It seem I might.
I can't see the starting of this lie.

When you think you're irreplaceable, there is always someone better to fit the bill.

The con of Man or Woman

I find it irritatingly sick. The distance one can take to exploit each and every weakness of a particular.

You wrecked enough havoc yet you still choose to intervene, what the hell is wrong with taking back what is yours?

Contemplating the Cliche Truth

The doubts of commitment, the doubts of unity and the doubts of friendship.
The doubts of playing style and the doubts of self happiness.

Am I not trying hard enough? Why are there ignorant comments that travelled to my ears and so sour the situation turned.

Am I at fault? Am I wrong to challenge my stand and am I wrong to direct insults in my face?

I now doubt my passion, my commitment and my sacrifice.

The time for taking a break seems ideal for this festive season.
There is no 'I' in TEAM.