Tuesday, September 30, 2008

sugar rose

A tendency that is always on the rise, what have i given for a bowl of rice?
As high as i try to climb, all i thought was to sit and whine.

To live and let die, to feel strong and stay alive, are you thinking what is mine?

If you think I'm a ripper, show me your zipper, I'll make sure your skin is fine.

Friday, September 26, 2008

What Have....

It's been almost a fortnight since my last updates

What have i been doing? It is not like i have fans to this utter splatter site of mine.

I feel happier i feel great, if this is the first time i ever said such positive things down here and if it is disappointing, big fucking deal.

I don't really care if you have mouth like a sidewinder missile or eyes like a photograph.

Busy times ahead, weddings after weddings, birthdays after birthdays.

You must be tired of waiting or making plans.
But i am saving photographs of you.
So that before i sleep everynight, i see the truth.

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Wildest

In my wildest dreams,

I take on defenders with my electrifying pace, beating them heads on, turning inside and out.
Send crosses that strikers meet with ease and making that ever many assists credited to my name.

Like i said, in my wildest dreams.

And when reality smack right up your face, you get lost and disoriented ever so frequently.

It's pretty darn sad when you know that you are capable of bigger things but forced by situations, you opt for the lesser.
Am i aiming too low? am i dissatisfied with my current life/position?
I really don't know.
There are far more prettier things in life than to sulk over life and decisions. At this point in time, i really do fancy another vacation.

Work is taking its toll, as every single day i learnt something new but i end up with half the day being lost and confused.

In my wildest dreams,

I stop everything coming my direction, strikers would look like a fool trying to beat me. I stand strong and i read the game ever so accurately.
No high balls get past me and when the team needs a goal, i will pop out of no no where and score the vital goal.

Like i said, in my wildest dreams.









So sick of everything inside that is taking a beating.

Thursday, September 04, 2008

Had it All

I thought i had it all,
Until you see me fall,

And i could be so weak,
Spilling over in my sheets.

What's it's like to be?
Anyone but me.

And i could be blind,
When you're here all the time.

Until i lost it all.