i hate your pity

Pain fills our eyes,
Shall we die tonight?

Don't expect me to be happy for you,
You know you won't want me to.

You built your dreams on my shattered hopes,
As your lies corrode, so went my hope.

What is it you want from me?
What is it that you desire?
I owned nothing, everything.
Why you, you have to take away.

Ripped me away, swallow my pride,
Make me feel a bit easier by taking my life too.

Bonnie and Clyde

So lets craft our getaway
Your eyes hold me at gunpoint
Youve settled in my skin
I know you feel it within
This wounds been infected
Cause the same shot was fire
------Give My Regards.

REmoarse

never take up something that you can't handle,
for the load potentially might break your neck.
i felt like this since the day started,
and beyond my doubts, i thought i could.
Back to reality, the load is more than meets the eye
Like the outnumbered cops against the hordes of crime.
I shall die, under the sea of minds.
Where the codes that were programmed before my time.

Dear friends.....

Dear friends....so long...
Anyway, whoever is reading this, pls do send mi a text so i can RESTORE the numbers i previously have..and spread via word of mouth that kind thing, would be much appreciated.

it's gona be my first day of work, i'm not ready, still not ready to face the social working world, amidst the denial, part of me says im gonna be orite, part of me say fuck it all.
So who's right who's wrong??
a question that defines no level, sense of security.
I know i can do it, and for that, i will.

lost my blardy phone.

The day started well, ended cursed
I am officially uncontactable, so there's no need to call me or sms me.
Till i get a new sim card, kudos.

The show parade.

There's a phrase in chinese my dad always told me : "ren bi ren, bi si ren."
In short, it basically means there's always a mountain higher.
So the appropriate time to show off your new found glory, off at the family gathering
where the whole extended family comes together for a decent breakfast.
You, you, you and you.
showing off like it's something new.
But the vain reality reminds,
that the something new, is something blue.
so may i ask,
What's the show all about?

Ambrace

Young man : "Sigh, there won't be seats anyway. just gotta stand till i reached my stop then."

Old man : "If there's a vacant seat, i must take it in less than 5 seconds!"

SweeHai : "KNN, sure cannot win them over seat fighting, might as well take bus."