Down and under.

The ordeal is finally over,
I still feel lost.
Ravaging thoughts filled my head.
Hung over at the jukebox that doesn't play my songs.
With all the company, why do i feel lonely.
I think about everything you said.
I brought myself down badly, in the worse way.

A Beautiful Lie

Why do i feel conspired against.
What's with non information.
I don't feel a part of it anymore.
Did i do something wrong?
Maybe it's time to say Goodbye.
A year left, perhaps i can do more than that.
Goodbye.Goodbye.

Fix

if life was as simple,
people wouldn't needa work for bread and roof.
If i could be certain
i wouldn't screwed up
i failed in planning piorities
when can i learn?
when can i overcome myself
to this eternal burden i placed myself
stuck in reverse. Perhaps i am.

Spiders.

Is pretence all we ever do behind the screens, interaction communication.
Should we put a mask on, just dued to paranoia.
Why should we lie? What is this mental shield that we form, in times of desperation.
Do you have to behave what u are not? seeking attention and hope to be given an advantage?
why is that? why do u make a fool outta everyone else who dun even know where are u coming from?
I just wana bring u down so badly, just to see that the world u crafted all these while is dead.