Monday, May 29, 2006

If only

If you had a choice one day to possess the powers of a superhero, who would it be?
I'm up for nightcrawler
Fancy all the time u save travelling, not forgettin the money~!
drop a tag.

If morning never comes, a wailing doom awaits
If this was the last sunrise, would nightmares roam the skies?
How do u fall in love, with a person u never knew
As strange as it may seems, life's just a piece of mystery.

Friday, May 19, 2006

Unwaking

If innocence is proclaimed, why are they driving insane?
If residue was to occur, why would they even bother?
Decisions that are made.
Distance becomes hate
When you seem so far away
Is there nothing i can do to make you stay?

P.S : your words won't be better if you're gone. My life won't be better without you.

Metatarsal.

Pretty familiar term if u are an english soccer fan. Rooney, Beckham, Owen and Gerrard all got it. Now it's my turn. Never knew such an injury would ever happened to me..luckily i din factured it like they did. lol minor is merely a twisted one.. Dunno what's the explaination from the doc, dun understand anyway. ahhaha

Thursday, May 04, 2006

I feel dead.

Take this pain from me (I want you walking away right now, right now)
Take this pain from me (And take this pain, and take this pain from me)
Take this pain from me (Chasing after weakened and suffering)
Take this pain from me (Leave and free me now)

I lost all ability to think,
Temptations driving me insane.
I lost all drive,
all i wana do is skive.

I'm lost in my own world.
I'm lost in my own world.
I'm lost in my own world.
I'm lost in my own world.

Where everything isn't anything anymore.
I will kill, if i have to.

I will never be strong,
accepting what it means,
surrounded by fate,
with no regards for sympathy.
They made sure it was good,
to justify this ugly bloodiness,
it's listing your pride,
suicide at best.

This is not a song, I wrote it.

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

First of may

"Finally i see you doing some work, not that lazy anymore."
A passing statement, a typical sentence.
Like my mother, i bet her sister has the same hormones in the way they speak.
Maybe it's just in the cantonese culture.
Do i have to make a show in front of everyone?
Do they know what lies beneath?
What happens if it was all a show, putting up an act just to impress?
If i have to pretend in front of my relatives, does that make me good in any way?
Does pretence really pay? Am i that desperate for that passing compliment?
Why do i have to show them what i'm capable of ?
who are they to judge? Do i have to be this way?
What's wrong with people looking down on me?
i love it! The lesser they hope, the softer they fall.
I don't like the idea of having too much hopes pinned on me.
like i said in my last post. i like to play myself cheap.