Friday, March 31, 2006

Tragic

Caught between two minds with options that are suddenly appearing in front of you,
What would you do?
point the gun at his forehead?in da mouth? at the temple?
Small the action may seem, but they all carry a different meaning, albeit a hidden one.
Do we care?
Like the potential ripple that might form chaotic form, i ask again,
do we care?

One guy asked :"if anyone here was a boss of a certain company, you think they would wana hire you?"
i said : "no."
"who is to blame for that then?"
"me."
too bad you didn't know beneath the undertone

Another, :"Grab history in your hands, be part of it. It's now."
he was there when the berlin wall fell, with his boots and jacket.
he was there when people were marching along the government houses.
"If you think sex was the best thing in life, you ain't see nothing yet."
he taught me to be in control of life, mine.
to explore all things possible.
go see a riot, you realised it's beauty.
not be part of it, just be a spectator.
it's amazing.
how people unite against one stand when there's nothing in common.
yet they fought hand in hand, for their stand.
Can we do that?
Where do we belong now?

Put ya $ where your mouth is

Talk is cheap. Having an innate ability to talk well can certainly bring you to great heights, wherelse, being able to WORK is a totally different thing.
No matter how much you do, it's just the same. Sometimes it makes me wonder why i'm the only one amongst the three to be scratching my head and banging tables in frustration when they sit down and slack their time away.

A regular customer of mine was complaining how good the younger generation is, in terms of the things they have and the affection showered by the folks or by the grandparents and stuffs. When he don't recall seeing his dad for most of the day while he was young and stuffs, in other words, no fatherlove(that kinda thing)
My point is, he can go on and on with all his complains and stuffs like that, saying that the younger generation should be 'trained' more to endure future hardships. Just when i was about to agree with him, his friend said : "Yeah you and bullshit, who's the one that bought a car for the son even before he graduated from university?"
What the fuck.

Friday, March 24, 2006

Casting pearls before swine

Having a passion, doesn't mean you put it where your mouth is on a 24/7 basis.
Trying hard to make an impression with me gets you no where,
for i won't care how high you went, how deep you crawled.
Why are they hardin so try just to make an impression?
Does it really matter? Sometimes i would just turn a deaf ear.

Life's not a bed of roses, the harder the obstacles, the more you will learn. I agree.
But at times like these, i would love to have my bed for a couple of hours more per day.

Monday, March 20, 2006

outta boredom.

Bored at work? No, i'm not.
Taking a break, more likely
Eating snake. So here goes nothing.
Some one have to plead with me to do this..omfg...

7 things that make me smile:
1. Lame joke/question
2. milkshakes
3. My CD collection
4. extermination of butterflies
5. A weekday without facing programming codes
6. My bed
7. Ja lou ti

7 ways to win my heart:
1. n/a
2. n/a
3. n/a
4. n/a
5. n/a
6. n/a
7. and .....n/a

7 things I believe in:
1. sharks were not meant to be eatten
2. butterflies will find their way into my ears
3. Nothing is ever fair
4. Nothing last forever
5. Freedom
6.
7.

7 things I do everyday:
1. Smoke
2. Email
3. FAcing the bloody computer
4. waking up
5. Brush teeth
6. Eat
7.

7 people who should do this:
1. i won't force anyone or name anyone
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.

Monday, March 13, 2006

Content with losing.

Like i said, working fifteen hours a day, five days a week is goin to put your body into some form of torture; legs feeling extremely sore and body giving u a nose that runs like a leakin tap.

Not by force, by choice rather, don't see how i can survive with the mere peanuts as an allowance. So many more that i wanted to say or type, but this is my second attempt (no thanks to that auto shut off laptop)

There shouldn't be linkages between each and everyone's blog. Why the overcoming of emotions over what others said?

Nevermind the absence, for i'm not goin to make my presence.
You guys grew up now, doing things that i dislike doing.
Thanks for asking, but i rather you not.
Drinking and dancing has never been in my element, and it will never be.

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

Doing time.

Working under a company is a brand new experience, at least most of the peeps around are nice lah (at this point in time)

Hearing your friend convicted, never something great. As a blood buddy, i pray for his well-being.

Juggling between two jobs is straining me, myself and i. Suddenly, guild wars seems so distant, i dun even have time to go walk around, sit and drink a cuppa coffee or even read a book. I'm not whining, as always, there will people far worse than i am, they might don't even own a job~ and i have two!

My ipod is spoilt, no time to even fix it, anyone that's free and kind hearted wana do me a favor and send it to the apple center for me? I will give u MY MOST SINCERE APPREACIATION in return.

I never knew i had the capabilities to do a fourty full page of data entry in seven hours.

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

kingston's dream.

To upkeep a clean environment, they enforce fines on those who littered, threw cigarette butts and whatever not.
To keep a low count on traffic accidents, they fine u for speeding, jay walking and beating the red lights
THat's why singapore is such a fine country.

So, if we are all so god dam fine, why don't they impose fines on those who don't give up their seats to pregnant women?
On my way home, in one single carriage, there was two of them..standing right there..yes i repeat STANDing..
one of them got a seat fortunately, the best part was yet to come..
She stood up to check which station was she at, there were people rushing onward to take the seat.
When she realised she wasn't gona alight, the ones that took her seat, din even give it back to her...
Since you guys can enforce punishments on anything else without even voting, i sincerely hope you can consider this too.

I once believed i will set you in line.