FUFMEF2006

Happy new year, everybody.

It really doesn't matter to me.

Ever, never, fever

Seriously, i don't need this. Don't say a word and walk away. not before i show u the middle finger.



Sitting away in that corner, Holding a medal, Awaits a man of no shame, Running thru were the clouds of thoughts, Obviously integrated into nothingness, Never will i take it laying down again.

Maps

first of all, belated merry xmas and advanced happy new year to everyone else. Sorry for posting this very late, never been so busy during the festive season previously, i swear.

In approx a week's time, a brand new year will start and hopefully things that were gloomy might turn better. though I had never felt more happier than now, i do wish for things to stay the same as 05 appoarches the end.

Sometimes, i wished i was brave, i wish i was stronger, i wished that i could feel no pain. I wished i could be you not i.

When you didn't know.

Like an epitaph that has your name engraved on,
you stand alone in the dark waiting for the annual visits.
The looking forward, the anticipation of someone walking towards you,
exactly the same as if you were helpless and all alone.
Where was everyone else when you extended your arms,
Where was the lending hand, the person that might bring light and smile to your facial expression.
Seem to stop your breath, waiting for you chance to cave in.
If you told me like you did.
I lost my place, like my first time i caught fire.
Just stay with me, lay with me now.

knee bad.

When You thought everything was goin well for You,
then You tried to make a short dash,
a sharp pain occured in your left knee,
jamming all sorts of movement,
the next thing you know,
is that you have to limp.

My knee is gone at the moment.

Just

The day We thought We have seen it all, is the day We will stop improving.
And when You thought You have seen it all, something new is bound to surface.
The day You wanted to end it all, is the day You were desperately looking for something to talk to.
And when We wanted to end it all, there will never be a tommorrow.

Queen.

Call mi an asshole, whatever you want. Nothing is GONA stop me from typing this out. YES! for once i got a first in some competition~!! Me, brandon, kwang hao and alvin formed an invincible team and won!! yes~! paintball challenge champions! SP!

okay, enough of bragging, not goin to do my blog any good. Would like to thank those 'cheerleaders' shouting us on in the hot afternoon sun.

It was intense, fun and adrenalin rushed to the max. You guys out there should really try paintball someday.

This is not for you.

everything you wanted to be,

Was everything that i didn't want you to be.

Every single expression that you made,

was the expression that i don't wana see on your face.

Every sound you made,

was the reason why i wished to be deaf for eternity.

Everything thing you did,

were things that i wished you didn't.

My extension cord won't reach that far.

I've been quietly waiting, the indicator light is flashing on.
I do naturally wonder if the efforts are wasted, was the difference in culture such a major issue?
No doubt, people are always entitled to their perception and point of views.
I did however, tried my best. If they still don't get it, maybe it's time for them to come up with something of their own. Instead of shutting up, they openly resented the solutions. Don't worry, I'm not quite rested yet, it must have been obvious to you.
I've been trying to reach out, but my extension cord couldn't reach that far.

On a happier note, I'm glad to be able to meet face to face with someone that I knew for five years. This wouldn't have been possible if not for her trip up north to Singapore. Thanks chez! I do certainly look forward to seeing you again five years from now. HAHA

Doesn't anything matter?

When others are in distress, you tried to help. As much as the rest of the world is concerned, their selfish minds think only about themselves...So why bother? I realised it today and well, too bad...where were they when i needed help? THAnks so much for nothing.

I caught fire.

Denial is a great mechanism, said it before.
People kicking up a fuss over something that minor. It just makes me wonder if it's time to move on. Call me stupid, call me a fool.
You can stay and watch me fall, of course i will ask for help.
The things people do, makes me sick.

All the things she said.

"How much knowledge do you possess about the French culture?" enquired the arrogant girl.
"Well, in fact, nothing. I do not know anything French." replied the man.
"If that's the case, why don't you guys just let us handle the French culture, since I happened to have a French guy as a friend. And I bet you guys don't have the resources to fully accomplish the task." barked the girl.
"Lack of resources? Lady, obviously you do know about google, right?"
"The world can be found off the net!"
All she could do was to simply stare. He turned and opt-ed for a better way to settle this dispute. "How about I toss you a coin for it?" Still, blank stares continued off her black frames.
"Fine, I will take tails then." as soon as the sentence finished, she turned and walk back to her seat. Angered by her lack of courtesy, he went on :"oh, okay....tails you lose, heads i win!"
The lecturer agreed to flip the coin and it turned out to be head. Never met anyone worse. Maybe myself.