Stop the fucking car

Don't feel alarmed, I feel we're falling back to ground.

Don't be afraid, I hear in every word they say,

That even if you don't look back, be sure to find out who was there,

And what they wore, and ten more reasons.

Don't be alarmed, I feel we're falling back to ground

Your face is light and cocaine white.

Your face is light and cocaine white.

Misleading at most, I'm supposed to imposter a new you.

And even if you're woken up, keep contact both at once.

We've made mistakes like this.

And I'm just learning.And I'm just learning.

(Your face is white in spinning lights).

Spinning lights, don't be scared.

You have given so much more

Spinning lights, take me there.

He has risen, pull me under.

Don't stop talking to me, I haven't been listening.

Don't stop talking to me, I haven't been listening.

This operation's been abandoned once again.

This operation's been abandoned once again.

Cut me gently, cut me out of mind

Cut me gently, cut me out...

Cut me gently, cut me out of mind.

Cut me gently, cut me out of mind.

Spinning lights, don't be scared.

You have given so much more

Spinning lights, take me there.

He has risen, pull me under.

Don't stop talking to me, I haven't been listening.

Don't stop talking to me, I haven't been listening.

This operation's been abandoned once again.

This operation's been abandoned once again.

Cut me gently, cut me out...

Cut me gently, cut me out of mind.

Usual

Was on the way home about seven in the morning, countless of monotonous looking blue collars, myabe white. Don't care, holding and reading to the same papers. Free. Recalled the morning queues that i encountered during the morning hours en route to school. Why are there people queueing for papers that are free. I forgot, key word is FREE. We're all suckas for freebies, aren't we?

Just one more thing, why are there racists when we are originated from a certain black man.
Confused? Amused? Watch discovery

Think within the box.

My fav photo of recent times.

Pacify

Hey, how's everyone doing? I was on hiatus again, with no inspirations for posts. Right, the past few days have been anything near enriching, i spent most of the nite irritating people, playing long over dued old games and doin nothing. Anyone who's interested to catch deuce, i suggest u give it a miss, simply not worth the money. The last thing i was looking forward is now officially over, just put it that i have sucessfully get myself to continue my pursuit of my diploma. Everyone seems to be leading a different life now, with lesser time to meet up, there bound to be distance. Two clueless fellas, with nothing to look forward to. During the past nine days, I got to know this person, whom i shall remain unnamed. To put it simple, I haven't came across anyone that is so screwed up, even the most tolerable won't be able to stand his behaviour, but luckily for me, i do not have to face him again in this lifetime, hopefully.

Teenage politics, so confusing.

to sum it all up.

Fine, good, broke, bored, holidays.

fine - Yeah it's been pretty fine at this moment, two weeks into the holidays, nothing's on my nerves, not feelin moody and everything else. Just counting down the number of days till results are released.

Good - With fine, comes good?

Broke - you bet, like a skunk without a scent. over budget and over spending is not contributing to sweehai's cause at the moment, looks like it's gona be a lost one.

Bored - with no job, comes plenty of time. With no money, means i'm stuck at home most of the time. How boring can it not be with nothing to entertain. DVDs are running low in supply. gosh. Suggestions?

Holidays - yeah on holidays till the end of the month, still don't see the reason why am i only on a month long holiday. screwed.



It's very contagious when people from hundred of kilometers away come thrashing u with their shit the moment u come on. It's not doing any single one of us any good. I tried and i sweared that i did my best to listen and gave my two cents worth of advice, but the depression is still pressing on and the tears are ALWAYS flowing outta control. There's just so much one can do. It's not like we do not want to help get thru this period. The bottomline is that, if you can't help yourself, no one can. The reason why u are so miserable is simply becos you're holding on too tight for comfort, losen the grip and everything might turn out fine, if you try. Yeah u did, but not hard enough.

I used to be like you, no one is ever perfect, alot of things have to endure a long way before being refined into something worthy. You might wana know that the harder you try to tighten your grip, the more sand will flow outta your fist. I know it's over used but there's nothing better that i can come up with at this kinda hour. Learn to let go, we all have our own lives to live and time to spend alone.

Things have never been better since i learnt, on my own.
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Overstatement.

Was wondering for the past few days, should i continue blogging or not. No thanks to some particular group, i can't even express my own feelings or beliefs in peace now. What happened to freedom of speech? What is in the name of a democratic society? If every little part of our daily pathetic lives are being exploited like ants in a tank, i don't find any reason to continue on. Like my lil one at home said, it's better off writing a diary then posting anything like this. Scapegoats i called those unfortunate, god knows i might be next.

Back.

After spending three days in the capital of our nearest neighbour, life is pretty good. At least i don't get to pay as much there compared to local. Bought minimal of stuffs. Enjoyed the company loads as well. And see sides that we might be able to in our daily school life. I was a human heator, a guide, a lost and found counter and a safe, all in one. lol

Whiny kids scaring me

So many why, so many ponders, so many whines. So many problems, so many lies. The mentality of a young mind amazes me. The different lifes people lead. Currently in the capital city of our close neighbours. Everything's still the same. The only thing different?? The company.