seeing is not believing

Tests are arriving like parcels delievered by fedex, doesn't matter. LAst post till papers are officially over, which is about a week's time. Many things running thru the mind at this moment, like theories and formulaes. Boring. Saw a match the other day, table tennis. The two countries playing in that particular match, USA and Singapore. Saw four chinese nationals. Shrugs. Wonder why there are pathetic characters out there, admitting their own flaws and yet refusing to change. Perhaps they are so comfortable with their own style of living. Just can't stand the people around them, ever so ready to give in to their demands. To the extent of defending. Hey look, this two middle fingers are for you.

bullets with butterfly wings

I declare i don't care no more. I'm growing up and I am growing bored. All the things said and done were well said and done. There will be endless arguements, quarrels and verbal wars. You can give me the long face for as long as you deem fit. I won't give a shit. For i have taken the first step and it's up to u to finish up the race. Despite all my rage, i still feel like a rat in a cage. For now, I think it's over, no more being nice and shit, you want practical? i give you practical. Your beliefs put me off, I shall show you the side that you won't ever wana see. That's it. Enough of venting. No more Mr nice from now.

Influence

My lecturer told me, that films was the most manipulating media of all. I believed him. But looking around, blogs are now the most read articles online. People are now worshipping bloggers, agreeing to their every word and phrase. I'm not referin to anyone, so stop being sensitive. I felt it yesterday. Why are there people dwelling on statements that i have typed. Holding on to it like a grudge, a brushing off statement, like a key to a chest that can't be open. It's time to learn and forget, i've forgotten, when issit goin to be your turn?

Nice guys finish last~

There's always a thin line between anything; Some will get over the line, and sometimes, they stay within the boundaries. If dealing with characters is just as easy to not let the ball outta bounds, i would gladly play ball for the rest of my life. This makes no sense but it doesn't mattter, cos I didn't intended to. Maybe I need a lesson to learn how to drawn well defined lines.

My new look.HA

specs!specs!specs!

it all started at age 13, when my left eye scored a 18/6 for eye test. I thought I was goin to be okay.....not anymore. When a plus became a minus, a C became an O and things six meters away seems blurred. So outta concern, I went ahead for another eye check. This time, the optician told me : "you have lazy eye, your left eye is shortsighted, and your right eye is getting worse." OH MY GOD~ okay that was over reacting. Sigh, specs will be ready on wed...sigh