Givin it up
"KoK is playing at this year's bay beats." "So, ya goin down to catch it?" she asked. I stared blankly into the sky and shook my head. At that moment in time, I realised that i have lost my passion, the once strong passion that I had for music, be it playing or listening. Yes, I admit, the urge is strong but the heart is weak. I no longer yearn the joy of packing my sticks and headin towards studio, the familiar faces of the backs i'm trained to face, the conversations of anything under the sky, the indian store we so often hanged out at and the songs we used to share. "So, i guessed you have given it all up, huh?" My eyes rotated downwards to focus in on her, this time i nodded, wholeheartedly. It's time to learn to let go. I know I've been posting entries regarding this for too long, rest assured, for this is the last. At least for now.
