What is it?

Face it, everyone has dreams, ambitions and goals. Whoever, whatever. Who can never claimed that they did not have some sort of dreams when in your younger days. It's always easy to spot one that wana grow up to be a policeman, doctor whatever. Without all these fuels in life, we're better off being an empty shell. Easier said than done. On the contary, while kids grew up to be teenagers and to young adults. Goals and dreams can be easily changed, no thanks to external influences. Take me for example, due to my older cousin, i have dreams of growing up to be an elite in the army, a man serving the national, at the front line protecting my country. How patriotic, you might say. Nevertheless, i side tracked when i was 12, now wantin to be a musician. Despite all that i have typed in this entry box, i did nothing, absolutely nothing to pursuit my own. I was a young boy that had big plans, now in my mid 20s, i'm beginnin to feel like an egg shell just emptied. Now, i do not look forward to tommorrows, for tommorrow never comes anyway. The environment that some guy started up, made me dampen in sorrows. What the heck, i'm too old for anything now anyway. Let's just live life as per how typical singaporeans do.

Rusticate

Thousand apologies for taking a ten day break.

Orite, here goes nothing.

Ever thought about the different characters you might bumped into during your daily routine? People that just walk past you and the faces that you can't put a name to? During the absence, (which life was so dead anyway) I thought i could never come up with any idea for a post anymore till the final two days. First classic personality : Da one that can't wait for anything.
It was a saturday and it's been a while since i forgo my weekly soccer routine, so i thought i could at least have an enjoyable dinner at Billy bombers. So just right beside us, was this korean couple. First up, the service crew forgotten to ask how he wanted his steak done? and with fries or potato salad. So he just grabbed another crew member and blabble yeuk yuk yuk away. I thought to myself...hmm okay..... So after a very short wait, his soup of the day was served. Barely finishing the soup, he went WHERE'S OUR DRINK? Is he that thirsty?gosh. So came his partner's main course, which he just took 1/2 of the serving without even asking. Nvm about that, so gerri told me, i bet u five bucks that he's gona ask where's his main course. True enough, he asked for his main course within two mins of the dish. And if you thought that he's just a man who can't wait for his food, ya dead wrong. He can't even wait for the bill! And his credit card as well...that he has to storm up to the cashier to ask for it. Sigh if singapore is all about kiasu-ism, that guy should be our spokesman or something. This is unlike my typical posts, but i don't give a shit.

Second person : one that can't give a helping hand.
I was workin on sunday, a floral stand mover or some sort. I have no idea what's my job title too. I had to move eight stands from B1 to level 2. Since i was alone, it's kinda obvious that i have to struggle with keepin the door open and watever not. On my last trip, I shift 3 stands into the lift. there was this singapore couple with a son(the son is of non importance but still.) All of us happened to be alightin at the same level. And i thought at least they might help keep the door open, but NO! the husband has to push his wife's shoulder and said :"don't bother about him." Whatever happened to the most generous country, all talk no action. So i just muttered "Bastard." He heard me, gave me the lookdown and waitin for me to react. I sure disappointed him alrite, cos i did nothing and continuing my pursuit for twenty bucks =P

Last one : one who brings toothpicks all around. I know it's not surprising but who BRINGS TOOTHPICKS WHEREVER THEY GO?!

takeoffs and landings

i live in my own perfect world, within my own shell, filled with mentality that's purely my own. I used to think that such mentality would be enough to fuel my pursuit of my own life. I never thought of myself being different, let alone weird. Yet after some serious thoughts about life, i realised that perhaps my own shell is naive and too improper. Take chosing electives for example, i prefer to take up astro navigation rather than personal financial planning when i do know for sure that i lack the latter in real life. But what? no! i convinced myself that financial plannin is not essential, and thinks that astro navigation is more important if there's ever a case that i might get lost without any topograhy aids. I think i'm just another confused living thing with the brains to think for myself yet i don't. I have no problems continuing my life with this kinda aspects, yet reality hurts. Perhaps, it's due time to get on and get real.

clueless

i have no idea why i can't see my own post on my computer, no idea if this is coming out at all......And since that i'm here. fisho : ya wait till i FINALLY get my class 3, besidez, you really think i drink like a fish?misunderstood. =P

The past weeks have been spent negatively, well depends on how you looked at it. I spent the wee hours being awake and playing freecell...yes free cell. While sleeping at say when the sky is blue and bright and waking up when night falls. So that would mean me having breakfast all alone at 6 am in the morning. Lookin at the kids with their nicely pressed uniforms make me wana go back to days of my sec school, being dazed and couldn't care less attitude. I never thought of my 13-16 yr old days as fun, but thinking about it now, well at least i enjoyed life more than now.

Nothing's gona change.

If a man kills another by mistake, it's manslaughter. He gets a life sentence.
If a man kills another on purpose, it's murder. He get the death penalty.
If a man kills another via drunk drivin. He gets a couple of years in jail, a heavy fine and gets on with life. So why do drunk drivers get away with stuffs like that? Beats me. I don't have a problem with that. Just puzzled.

What does ya birthdate means

Being born on the 21st day of the month (3 energy) is likely to add a good bit of vitality to your life. The energy of 3 allows you bounce back rapidly from setbacks, physical or mental. There is a restlessness in your nature, but you seem to be able to portray an easygoing, "couldn't care less" attitude.You have a natural ability to express yourself in public, and you always make a very good impression. Good with words, you excel in writing, speaking, and possibly singing. You are energetic and always a good conversationalist. You have a keen imagination, but you tend to scatter your energies and become involved with too may superficial matters. Your mind is practical and rational despite this tendency to jump about. You are affectionate and loving, but very sensitive. You are subject to rapid ups and downs. How fucking accurate.