Monday, November 29, 2004

Incidents

So the last week has finally past me by, been gettin no sleep basically....suffering from insomnia...but today i took a seven hour afternoon nap..and back to square1 while typing this cause i'm still not gettin sleepy..body's clock totally fucked....

Saturday, the biggest day of my cousin's life..her wedding ceremony......a first for me though, witnessing a catholic ceremony...the bridegroom sang grow old with you by adam sandler before exchangin rings...lolz. .. . .. . After that, was so totally pissed with my relatives cos we had to take a cab to my aunt's place for the tea ceremony thingy....and the best answer that i have ever heard in my short of life of 22 years....below is the conversation that made mi puked blood
My sister:"so what's the road name again?"
Cousin's sister's reply:"Kallang bahru"
Sister:"oh, okay. But is there like a landmark or something cos we haven't been to your place for a long time."
Cousin's sister:"YA!A multi storey carpark, nothing but that."
WHAT THE FUCK....i can probably name u a thousand and one places that has a multi storey carpark over that fucked area .....but nvm, after a while i finally reached that place feeling blardy pissed and tired from the lack of sleep.
So after the tea ceremony, we went home preparing for the dinner later. So for the first time, i went shopping with my sister for her dress @ tiong bahru
First,
(looking at a spaghetti tee) my sister:"KOr, i'm too fat for this lah!"
Shop assistant:"no lah, you are not"(turning to me):" you think she's fat?"
Mine:"Dunno, been seeing her for the past 19 years."
Assistant was shocked for the first time
Mine:"She's my sister."
Shoppie:"OH!i thought u were the bf."
(i gave her the "wtf' look)
So, My sister ssaw this black dress and asked if she would look good, i just told her to give it a try and see how it turns out(While she went to change inside the dressing room)
Shoppie:"So how old is she?"
Mine:"19?"
shoppie:"huh?! And you?"
Mine:"22?"
shoppie:"oh so ya the elder one?"
HAHAHAA
sorry sista but this incident was like darn humourous lah...........
Fuck all that,
off to the dinner
While i waited for an hour
the only thing that appeals
was the free flow of beer
took too much and got tipsy
went off earli to pack
and off to Mj's place
crap and games
slept at four
soccer at nine
won 3-1
and that's it...
Apologies man, i'm gettin lazy
lolz
long entry huh?!

Thursday, November 25, 2004

What was i thinking

Well i dunno what i'm thinkin this couple of days....last nite..i stay up the whole nite practically doing nothing....nice huh.....thought the results would be out at midnite..but it din't so i got news that it's either 8 or 8 thirty.....since soccer is on till seven..i thought why not wait....and finally when it appeared, i went into a state of estacy...lolz....i got Bs and B+s!!!!!
that's good enough for me....first time in gawd knows how long i get such results man...hehehe
watever....

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

night after night

night after night, i have supper with chris.....aka my best scumbag cum homie.
Why? Since he has no job and neither do i, so everything just fall in place.........
Too bad though, he's finally gettin his lazy ass off the chair and attending this interview on friday....Life will be so boring again......
Currently, i'm keeping myself busy with chrono cross...yes..it's a PS1 game....RPG plus ol'skool..but hey, i aint got any dough to invest on anything new...besides..it's still playable..and i'm having fun too?lolz
Latest happenings, too bad...not much update..except i think my new hair style is kinda hippie...but fuck it.....everyone's a poser nowadays...so am i....basically i call this hairstyle 'disaster'..very short in the front......fringe cut unevenly, behind is a mohawk style back...just purely shorter...wat was i think?!!?absolutly nothing!!!!!i just asked my hairstylist to ..."aiya, anyhow cut lah, u decide"
when i finally woke up...
hmmmm
here i am..too bad...no digital camera = no pics for all to see...


Anyway, i have to attend a wedding this coming saturday...my cousin gettin hitched......well...the routine for that particular day sounds irritating to me......
fancy me goin into a church????Wat is mum thinkin!!!!>?!?!??i told her i'm so not gona step into any in my lifetime anymore......(guessed that i'm just stereotyping lah)
after the ceremony, it's off to my eldest aunt's house to have a mini tea buffet....
then home.....THEN WEDDING dinner.....argh..no soccer for mi this week....means no sweat loss = the inability to lose weight. Well, not like i can just possibly shed a couple of kgs after a session of running around and kicking a ball while the rest runs towards it.....
And i have to find a way to like totally try to take a puff the whole dam day.....the idea of that is totally turning me off lah..HAHAHAH this sucks......i guess in order to stop the temptation, it's ideal that i finish my pack by friday nite, since i have to reach that church by ten?
gaWD..been ages since i last wake up that early for anything.....

Alrite, i dunno why i bother typin this entry at all...to me it's crap..to u....it's rubbish.......
but hey, it's MY blog =)


Quote of the day (no thanks to Chris) : Trust me!
Why?
Cos I'm trustworthy

Friday, November 19, 2004

Pushed around

the skin on my back is like undergoin a major skin resurrection kinda process..it's starting to peel. . .. . .like a snake changin its skin every month and so on...no thanks to the sun and sunset bay....ever wonder why this blog is never about my daily routine?simple reason: being on holidays and without a job....what the hell !i have no routine......i sleep anytime i wan...i wake up once i think i have slept enough.....

So right now the only topic that i think i can write about is about my folks and family
i'm born to a conservative mindset typical old skool family
My dad's a hokkien and my mum's a cantonese...that explains my ability to speak both languages fluently
my dad is a full time hawker.....who's stall was passed down from my granddad...who passed away almost a decade ago. Basically his stall doesn't belongs to him...it belongs to my eldest uncle...and my dad was supposed to get the flat instead..but due to his 'ever nice attitude towards his own family' attitude...here we are....struggling with a new flat..struggling with payments that he might have to keep paying for the rest of his life....which makes mi havin to continue in the near future....Apart from being superbly enthu about Karaoke and cha cha....his latest past time.....he nags....much like over taking the role of the mum in the family...and his obession with people eating is too much to handle at times....i can do anything i wan, but the moment i skipped a meal or something...all hell breaks loose....so most of the time..i can't skip meals lah...if not i'm dead.....

My mum....whom i take after, everything from looks to temper....that's what everyone else says....she loves mahjong, dotes on me and have a lighting quick temper....as in..strike u before u realised it....has a loud voice...ever since she started working outside, it's been ages since i last tasted any food that's cooked by her......well luckily my dad's skills are improving....
she hates the extended family of my dad's to the core...though the onli time she will smile to them is during chinese new year (well you are supposed to be puttin on a mask during that festive season) and somehow i'm so influenced by her mentality that sometimes i think i hate them too. .. . . . .being cantonese, u can't actually blame her cos there was once my granny gave us 14 dollars for the red packet.....14 in cantonese means sure die......and i guess she did it on purpose...look from a different angle...who in the right frame of mind would actually do that ?

my younger sista, the ever hardworkin student....engrossed herself with her calculater all the time.....cos she's a aspiring accountant?my relationship with her was so bad till a point that time that she actually moved outta the house....she's very inactive...sleeps most of the time......when she doesn't go out that is.....


and then there's me....the absolute failure, the stubborn refuses to change bastard, the once got superb grades but now just another struggling student due to refusal to study. the one which mum dotes on and also the one which cause her the most hurt...

do u ever feel like breaking down........................welcome to my life

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

Everything changes

When noob was formed nearly five and a half years ago, no one could have ever thought it would end up in this state.........
i quitted as a drummer, eizhar din like the new stuffs, and gene is sick of the ideas..........
so basically Noob is just wasted.....and here i am ....living my daily life as much i as can ...tryin not to be involved in music playing...but then again wat's life without living your passion?obviously, not very lively indeed. No doubt, music has been part and parcel of my life...and here i am, with all the internal struggles, trying to live another life that i'm not very satisfied with....Punkrock... was life fuel to my ever empty fuel tank...spurring me on every moment when i used to be like a piece of walking corpse. When i have had no motivation, no dreams and live my life to the least...i found punkrock....i found soul. This morning, when i tuned into MTV asia, Vj denise made this statement which i found to be ever so true, Music is what made us and fashioned us....Thinking about it, the days before i even fell in love with punkrock, i was dressed up with bells, tight tees and sport a center parting haircut....basically a typical "as what they called ah beng style" hippie. Now, i love my metal studded belt, my buckle, my tappered jeans and my old skool vans...and nothing's ever gona change me from how i dress...how i look...and how fucked my attitude is.
People come and people go, when u are in a band, the members seem so inseperable. When the band is not a band anymore, all it's left, is an occasional chat....that goes like "hey, how's life man?" and ends with a "orite man, u take care...meet up sometime" and you probably not in the near future. My homie, Gayboi, just gave mi a wake up slap moments ago when i was typin the above paragraph.....stating how fucked my financial management is, and things like that...that i'm earning a bad name....sigh, I guess i needed that ......i seriously just can't managed my own dough well enough....i spend money like water......and never saved.........now wat's worse.....no job...fuck me myself and swee hai

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

sorry so sorry again !!!!

yeah i know it's been a while since my last entry...but COME ON!!!!! i dun have a computer that's working at the moment so i'm typin this off someone;'s place!!! lolz
yeah that interview went bad lah . ..wat the fuck....first question was...tell mi more about yourself.....-_-" like wat???so basically the last couple of days was either playing mahjong at club serangoon or sleeping till late to waste half the day...and things liek that lah...so totally burnt from the sun tanning session at sunset BAY. . . .. .

Thursday, November 11, 2004

Sorry so sorry

Yah....finally i got access to a computer that enables to me to take my time and hence, creating this new updated post...apologies mates....my own PC is so screwed up at the moment......
yup been a couple of days since the last paper and i have done absolutly nothing positive since...its been always with the stooges here and there.......hangin out at tiong bahru...i'm starting to feel so......isolated from the rest of the world~?OOrite .......choo got mi this interview for a road show later........at 2pm....all the way at jurong. . . . . . . .hopefully i get it.........if not i am so seriously gonna eat the west north wind......ArGH and the fuckin' holidays are so darn short.....where got time where got time!!!!!
anyway since you dun have a taggy, sharon....Ouijia board was like the best COMEDY i watched in yearS!mi and my homies laughed like mad inside the cinema and the crowd obviously din like our existence then...lol

Saturday, November 06, 2004

Come wat may~

YEah!~Papers are finally over!!!! holiday starts this instant!!
though it might sound like a happy note,
it's really tragedy....cos bush won...another four years of his tyranny.............reign..........
sigh if onli kerry had more supporters over at Ohio then things might changed...
okay enough. . ..no matter how much i complain, bush won..it's a fact...people seek for sense of security in him...and becos kerry has droopy eyes...

So...it's the end of the first semester......should be glad that i lived the past three months fruitfully......now its the start of another major headache....time to find a job!!~!~i need the cash!!!i'm headin up north to KL in dec...man i need the cash urgently....anyone who reads this.....intro jobbies to me orite??thanks mate!!!!

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

don't look back

Finally, three down..one final hurdle to jump.......and it's none other than MMDT paper......darn..i seriously know nuts about this module..but...nvm lah......see how it goes.......
The voting starts in a couple of hours time!!!
and as the signs have shown......we're goin to have a NEW president!! yes!!!cos washington's home team lost...and the watever index dropped by 0.52% during october..lolz. .. Bush can go back to his hometown in texas and start rearing cows~!
two more days to freedom~~~(not like i'm super duper stressed at the moment, but hey, at least i can sleep til late to waste half the day)