without a sound

Yes...two down and two more to go, first two was a killa......wat's their problem in setting such difficult paperS?lolz...i think perhaps was dued to the fact that i din study hard enough lah ...nvm....i just wana pass.....hopefully i wont repeat any of the modules..dun wana disappoint mi folks...(for the first time i realised that i have been lettin them down for a long while.....)


This post is dedicated to the three stooges gang.. .. which consists of me, angus and chris....
life without the both of their existence would be of an extreme bore....though we have conflict of interests but hey....you dun need simliarities to get along that well huh....it's proven.....name anything and the three of us probably have done it before........we're all established scumbags of the universe..it was them that i have grown up with...and vice versa...though we have bad times.....i mus say this again..life without them around is no life at all..we do nonsenical stuffs all the time. . . . . .. . . . .
chris was a pilot trainee...filled with charm(publicly admitted fact)
hates the commitment of emotions, laid back life lover, someone who realli hates his dad, dotes on his mum more than anything else, filled with attitude and never failed to impress...either his half an hour talents or his irritating come back lines..or insults...

Angus was once a rich kid, too bad me and chris spent it all for him.. .......now it's due time we return it in a way or another
someone who's fuckin secretive..never share anything with us except on the days that he broke up with his chic or something and then he will call u and ask u to come out leh....that kinda thingy.....he's now a self proclaimed cheap bastard and boy he's livin with that phrase ever since......a guy to spend all your surplus time with...cos he got nothing but time..(used ot be nothiong but money...look how fast the tables have turned)

I'm vanishing into the air

YEah. .. . .exams starts next week .. . .final sem . . .boring.. stress. . . well anyway, this might be my last post for the next couple of weeks till i finally get a new computer, or i decided to reformat my com. . . . My computer crashed.. . this entry is typed via school . sigh. . . of all times..my computer has to crash now. . . ...nice right? just when i'm about to need it the most. . . . . . .so. . .. . ..laterz peeps. . wish mi luck

sorri. . . .

Yeah. . apologies for the lack of updates..... . .was occupied with my project loads and stuffs.... . .exams in one week time. . .and still i'm slacking like no one's business. . . .haven't even started studying.......these few weeks, i have any mood but study. . . . . which makes mi incapable of paying any attention. . . .well *Shrugs* not like i have always been anyway. . . . . i'm still not okay. . . not O fuckin kay, . . .. . cos i learnt that it's not disband, it's change of line up. . lolz but i offered to pull outta it anyway. . but a routine u have kept for almost six years is not very easy to adapt immediately. . . . .. but i'm more relieved. . .less stressful during the weekends and less tiring. . . . .i'm beginin to find mi class a lil bore...lolz apologies to anyone from 1b24 tat reads my blog....=P but it's a fact. .. . we dun go out, we dun organise anything, and when a small group does, something goes missing, something goes wrong...Wat. . the .. . . fuck. . . .
and this time it's not the age gap...i have learnt from the statement when you can't beat them, join them lolz. . . . .althought i tried when u can't convinced them, confuse them and it din't turn out good lah. . sigh
meanwhile cheers. . . .

me and my band

Well something has been bothering mi for weeks,
the fact that my band disbanded. . . . .
though i act as if nothing's ever happened.. . . ..
but five years of commitment is. . . . .. . . .. .
can't let it go that easily. . . . . . . . .
the fun we used to have. . . . . . . . . . .
we went from level to higher levels. . . . . . .
I'm not okay. . . .. . . . .
Still. . . . . . .
i hereby wish the three of them . . . .. . .
best of luck in the near future. . . . . . . . . .
Des : thanks for being there all the time and the motivations
Gene : as much as we have argued, as much as i loved you. . i'm gona miss your shit
Wak : all the encouragements you have given me .. . . . .thanks. . . . . . . . .

Admitting mistake :
i know i suck as a drummer, cos i have sever stage frights, and my inconsistency is always give you guys problems, face it... . . . everyone's not perfect not even the rest of them. . . .everyone has their own short comings that's why there's always something called friends. .to compliment on your faults. . .i love the three of you. . . . .those years playing in a band was the best i ever had. . . . . . .

out of point

Does it ever hit you that sometimes u feel so darn sick in helping someone else??
I felt that today
cos i have had enough of her bullshit. . . . hear me out : i shall refer "her" as it
it has a boyfriend, always around her 24-7, yet when she has problems she will just
SWEEH AI~!
is my name that nice to call??or issit just i'm unlucky,
i dun mind helpin others when they get stuck on something, but certainly not everything!
do ya need mi to wipe your ass for u when u shit next time?that irritates mi to the max. . . . .
if the dick's so useless
why bother, cos when you're helpless he's clueless. i know it's bitchy of me to bad mouth people here in mi blog. . but face it. . . u wan mi to say it right in its face??how can i do tat?!?!lolz maybe one day when i can't take it anymore. .. i often reply her with crude remarks yet she still don't get it. . .. .

TOday :

it : "sweehai, help me with this ***********, okay?"
Me : "pok gai, you got 7-11 beside u all the time u find me for wat?"
it : "cos i dunno how to do ma."
me :"then why me???i look like cheers to you then?"
it: "then how?"
me: "go ask your 7-11"
it :"but he don't know anything."
me:"okay five dollars, and i help."

blah blah blah. .. .

FridAy and SaTurDAy

Orite let's start off with friday . . .
the whole day went normal without anything major, but the best part came when i received a call from chris at 11.15pm. . . .asked mi to head down to tiong bahru with angus. . .
so. . ..being part of the three stooges thingy i have no choice but to agree. . . . . . . . .
in the end we ended up doin nothing by the mcdonald's entrance till pretty late.....and chill out at the bus stop since 7-11 is just behind. . . ..


So came saturday, i had to wake up early becos if a stupid IDEA project, so went over to watson's house. . . . . .since i'm in charge of the business report. .. so i just continue with whatever i haven't. halfway thru the report, some bitch came and said..HEy SWEE HAI, stop doing your business report and go and help watson, seems like he cannot make it or something.
WAT the fuck?!?!!?Here i am doin the report and there u are either romancing and hugging with alvin if not, it's taking photograph with whoever and whatever. .. come on bitch ya the onli one that's doin nothing the whole fucking dsya
basically
NO ONE did anything!!!!there were six of us, all i see was four. . the other two, amazingly a couple, did nothing but photographs, romancing and commenting while standing there
thanks god
this is the last project i will ever do with them
count mi outta anything if they're involved the next time. . .. ..
fucked


SO relac, chill, relax.. . . . . .

Went soccer after a failed attempt in tryin to recover watson's lost phone (i have a feeling it's someone amongst us) boring soccer day
so went home and try to rest my legs as much as possible. . . .
in the end
i went down to chinablack . . . . . . .YES ME . . .GOing to CHinablack .. .YES YES shuddup oready will ya
basically i enjoyed onli the timing of two to two fifteen..cos they were at least playin something that i have heard of . .. hahahahhahaaahhah

I'm not ok

yeah the skin on my back is falling off piece by piece like a snake which has grown outta the old skin. . .. . but i'm startin to like peelilng it piece by piece as well. . . the feeling is kinda nice though lol. . ..Recently, i seem to have lost all my motivation in doing anything. . . . that includes goin to school ,. . . . . .seem to prefer procastination . . .draggin myself in everythin i do. . . .just somehow felt kinda lost. . sitting in the starting of a cross junction waitin for someone to kick my butt and get me moving
i know it sucks that i actually need someone's assistance but hey, don't we all exist to assist??rhymes huh. . . ..anyway
i'm feelin all burnt out .. . . .
give mi a new perspective to move on. . . .

I'm not Okay

My skin is falling off...that i look like a snake which just grew outta the old skin that kinda thingy. . . .. . . .anyway apologies for the lack of updates....i see my life as a mono toned frequency that basically has nothing much to write about. . . . . . . .sucks man

end of sem exams nearing soon. .. . recently, i feel so unmotivated to do anything including goin to school . . .. . i just wana waste my time away.. .. al lost.....headin in no directions. . . . .life's a chore. . . . .a bore. . . .. . ..

i declare i don't care no more

i'm growin and i am going bored

in my smoked out boring room

i live inside this mental cage.

throwing my emotions in the grave

hell, who needs them anyway?

I'm not growing up

i'm just burning out

as i stand in line to walk amongst the dead

Sick sick sick sick world part 2

yeah after restin over the weekend, i'm still sick...the fever has susided...but a cough came my way and my throat sucks to the core at the moment as i'm typin this...my lips are crackin .....jialat...wat the fuck is wrong with me??!?!i think it's bird flu..so don't come near mi okie..lolz....
so many darn projects to be rushed this couple of weeks..and before i know it, it's all comin to an end..of my semester 1....wow...time flies..lolz

it's a sick sick sick sick world

I'm running a 38.4 fever as i'm typin this...i'm sick i know..*cough* thought that the sweatin out session would do mi a little help but on the contrary. . .. . it's making mi miserable by the min. . . .GRrG . .. so have a long long day tomolo. . . . hopefully i will feel better the moment i wake up.. . . sigh . . . . . . Kerry's leading! YEA~