after action review

yeah ...my so called third gig..which was practically a mess....din know that there were five gigs in singapore today..two were free..which means that our crowd would be so tiny...which happened anyway about thirty came that's all. . ... had a bad bad set...couldn't hear a shit from the monitors but shall not blame the system but myself..and my fucked up drumming....been feeling bad about it..........sorry guys.....sigh.....

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Which 1990's Subculture Do You Belong To?
[Another Quiz by Kris@ couplandesque.net]

AMy goh..go home lah

Well today was supposed to be the last of our session over at BB home for the aged, i went there in high spirits but went off in drenched mood. . . .that welfare officer...amy goh..looks like someone who's just there to take her bloody pay man...the way she treated the old folks made mi wana slap her.....the incident goes : we were supposed to give out vegetables to the folks durin their dinner, tini and alvin went around asking....when some of them rejected the offer, they would just carry..so in the end came back with a huge amount of remainder..then the Amy goh ah moi, went in and saw the bucket filled of cabbage..comment like..so many left..wana keep for tomolo meh...then she just went on and throw a scoop to the folks be it they wanted it or not..like fuckin torture sia..how much can they eat??not like they have a high metabolism rate man..fucka sia that bitch....aiya fuck it lah i'm done there anyway. . . . . not goin to go back there ever..not while she's there as well..the previous two times was great..the welfare officers were at least kinda nice lah...fuck it.. .. .argh the gig is tomolo and i feel sicky today..wat the fuck..stick broke needa waste money to buy a new pair tomolo when i'm so fuckin broke....wah lau saw the atticus cap that wak bought..fuckin nice sia was aimin for a similiar style cap for a long time..the communist army kinda cap..but atticus man..ARGH FUCK ME AND MY BANK ACCOUNT

-_-"

Yeah sorry for being MIA the last couple of days..nothing much goin around my life to talk about, no issues to voice out and no problems to whine as well..so basically it has been a boring week, followed by a totally boring weekend when i only spent time playing soccer and jamming. . . . . . . .i recently discovered that i have vulnerablities against Eclairs....i dunno why but i realised that i would actually buy one from the cake shop just at the entrance of tiong bahru mrt no matter the time is..as long as it's for sale...i'll grab one....for breakfast..for some bites in between the walk home....today i even took train instead just to buy Eclair whhahaah i think i'm gettin the syndrome soon.......
Well, on the other hand(not like the next thing i'm gona talk about has anything to link with Eclairs but. . . )I thought i finally got rid of my sec class mates ....those who discriminate against my choice of genre for music..i was dead wrong......Yeah wat's wrong with mi listenin to emo, emo pop punk..it's my choice my way of life...and hallo my EARS for whoever's sake......Emo's dead lah....although u might think it will come across as a passing remark..fuck u mate...how would u feel if i have told ya that ya mullet sucks?Untill now, i have oso realised that i haven't passed any insulting remarks against u...so respect me like i do........

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Tell me how it feels

Yes,
My sista is moving outta the house this coming saturday...why???simple reason: me...for being such an incorrigible bastard..insensitive brother and to make it all..i'm a mootherfucka......she claims that i'm often turnin up the volume or radio or tv or watever watever plenty of reason...and she publicly stated her hatred for me..yes her brother....i have never hated my sista for anything that she did.....to me a sista is always a sista...though it's often human nature to miss something when they're gone...i certainly hoped that she can take good care of herself over there at uncle's place...and sorry for being a bastard.........
It's hard to say i'm sorry when u realised she's all gone.....the weight of hurting we often carry on.....on and on........

Rank & file~

Vasue is finally out~!yea over and out....that guy makes ECCT tutorials so difficult to understand cos no one in the whole class is able to understand him not even brandon let alone us....WEll stepped in LIm moon choon..yeah yeah this one's worse..talks mono tone, sarcastic, has a problem with chaplin i think... and instead of teachin us resistors and bullshits....he spent the last ten mins talkin about his overseas community service projects..who's interested man?not like it's free of charge....that would make mi reconsider the option....
How's the collage???i did it myself ok~~ whahahahaah

You can kill the protester, but you can't kill the protest

You can spoon my eyes out,
But i can still see through you.
Slice my ears from my head,
But you can not shut out the sounds of the truth.
Lock off each hand at the wrist,
So i can't raise my fist!
You can kill the protester.Can't kill!
You can't kill the protest.
You can murder the rebel.Murder!
You can't murder the rebellion.
Sawed my feet at the ankles,
But i wasn't going to run.
Grabbed my face,
Sliced off my tongue.
Lock off each hand at the wrist.
So i can't raise my FIST!
You can kill the protester.Can't kill!
You can't kill the protest.
You can murder the rebel.MURDER!
You can't murder the rebellion.
You can kill the protester.Can't kill!
You can't kill the protest.
You can murder the rebel.MURDER!
You can't murder the rebellion.
Lying still now, No way to speak.
Nothing fear
BULLETS CAN'T SILENCE IDEAS~!!!!!!

throwin in the white towel

yeah yeah i know call mi a quitter call mi a loser call mi a motherfucka come on call mi watever u want..i quitted my job..why??cos i dun think i seriously wana work for some management that's so fuck up on the inside but looks great on the vice versa..bullshit fuck them and their management if nothing's goin to change soon trust mi ...no one is ogin to work for them anymore....i can assure u of that, no breaks for twelve hours shift, u can't have your dinner till eleven thirty pm, closing shift is until three pm without the last hour's pay, the lamazoko is so dirty that u cannot bear to see a customer drinkin it in a cup cos u think it might cause stomach upset..watever watever

never work for haagen

Come one...which job makes u reach home at four am in the morning??i mean yeah the pubs and night hang outs may be but haagen??bullshit!!no welfare...bad people management...they dun even have their own standard of closing,.i mean wat the fuck sia!?!?!maybe i'm just too influenced by starbuck's way of working but this is too nonsensical to take mate...their lama....wow so dirty that i cannot think of even servin the cup of latte to the ignorant customer..no wonder they say that ignorant is bliss..come on!! they claim to be professional, u call that professional???lama filled with grains all over, no one bothered cleaning for the last two years i think..my nails can even scrap a layer of coffee grains man.....the way they use their milk...superb...steam, us and put back into the fridge..i was like huh????!?!?!?then another order, take out steam again..i mean they dun even respect the fact that milk is one of the most easiest thing on earth to go bitchy fuck them..fuck their system fuck it all

Handin OvER

Yeah yeah it's only our third PM~ how nice rite?for a country with such a short history, Now we have to call him PM Lee...again....well it's just the title..come on man as long as LKY still draws a breath, he will still call the shots on how the government..and now with goh sitting as senior minister, the new guy will have trouble tryin to do something on his own. . . ..
right, M I C K E Y M O U S E...yeah some bitch stepped on my VANs shoes cos i called her mickey mouse,...fucking hell...all of all things in life..i treasure mi shoes the most and after warnings, she still insist on stepping and worst, it's basically step and remain there for a while...asshole..eh eh bitch i'm warning ya....

Finally, the haagen daz fucka called..and just tell mi to go collect uniform and start work tomolo..wat the fuck sia..since when did i filled an application form to join the monarchy union?Till now i;m still ponderin on the decision should i work or not..if i don't ...i'm like playin des out..if i work...i'm paranoid that i cannot manage..cos it happened before i dun wish to happen again....man this very moment i'm so very bloody lost..fuck it shall go sleep and think about it while playin chess with mr zhou

New bull~!

new layout..thanks to none other than sotzlene...i thought our very own class rep knows nothing except for the trombone..i'm so so wrong...whaha apologies and thanks for the thingy..
Finally!!one week of bullshit is goin to be over real soon...all projects are done.....one more next week..hopefully it's gona be some easy shit for me to go thru.dread the feeling of havin to do this and that plus there and here....tomolo's gona be a long long day...sigh....but it's of course more relaxin than being in green...=) till then...anyway danny if u happen to read this....the fact that i'm with ya sista means that i'm not gay....unlike u...wAAHAHHA

Slaying

YEah i'm finally back from school..my record making stay in school......till 8.30pm..last min projects can be harmful to health man..trust me on that...lolz..but still i prefer last min bullshit..nothing can make your brain works more than anything else....i think i better start saving up soon cos i might make a trip down south end of da year...hopefully i can....darn..now i'm thinkin about the job haagen daz decided to give mi after weeks of waiting...a min four days per week is very stressful man, besides, i finally managed to understand every single word of the modules....give me your comments ya?

Weak end

Heyz,
yeah it's been two years since our last public set...sorry to screw things up guys..shall not blame on the sound system but me myself and i..i think i was just too screwed up....stage frighten...fuck...oh well whatever..three days of holiday and i spent it all...totally forgotten about the due dates..well fuck it i shalln't care anyway let nature take it's course..no agencies are willing anyway,. . . .. .not my fault i did watever i can...yeah this one u can blame me again huh ....bullshit~!Singapore idol wasn't that fulfilling .....a lot of wanabes....sigh...can't we have any originality?and that stripper...god dam....fuck off man~!cheers to u all
see ya

mugging is something that i hate

yes yes...read the title..can't u tell that i just finished revising on the WSOP thingy for later...sigh
all 1s and 0s..how to understand???wat bits and bytes....begining to make my head blow....sigh had a lone day ..but not that bad.......school's pretty fun..though i spent little time sleeping but....since they're teachin stuffs that i knew so it's not much of a loss to me..argh watever!~
yeah ..i only have two hours of lesson tomolo..so for the rest of the day till jamming i'm loss....maybe it's time to catch up on my sleep..i think u guys can basically tell from the hugmonous size of my eyebags huh?=) Why i'm not whining today...u might be wondering..well to tell u the truth there's nothing for me to whine about..whaha yeah and i made a hole in the wall via a pool ball and it's number one..lolz too much strength, it flew off the table and hit the wall.......and a small hole was the resultant..so dun mess around with me when i'm around the nine feet huh ..ar bullshitting crap.tired...anyone wana hang out tomolo??i needa go grab sticks though...boring~!!one more day till first gig in two yearS!!!yes!!all of you are invited to come and see .!!!i should be playing at around three pm at ngee ann..the location is the school fielD!!pls come and support~!oso playing are our label mates kate of kale~

projects³

..First month....the course seem so slack
now all of a sudden i have three presentations dued next wednesday..how fine~!anyway
i guessed i have a really bad day..dued to the brainwashing session i had durin CD..man
can't he tell that such techniques don't work anymore?Besides, When i say i'm not proud to be a singaporean i mean it...when i said i hate the capitalism, the meritocracy, the red and white flag, the five stars adn the cresent...i meant it!
I am for once!not proud to be breed and born locally..wat?
u askin mi why???or rather i think i typed it myself..since when our democracy is really democratic....it's more like monarchy....one group has always been in power...and since when meritocracy is really in practise?yeah someone might be good and clever...but where do they come from??extended families of the current high ranking bastards.....racial harmony...yeah yeah find mi a malay that's in the air force or the navy?even if there's any.....wat rank are they holding?do they have any authority?no fuckin way man..that's racial harmony for u ........wat's the point in preachin when ya not practising it?Active citizens play a part in building the nation..oh come on..with the current livin standards all the future kids are nothing but just spoilt brats..trust mi cos i'm one~ whhaha
Foreign talents?did he just mentioned talented?to me it's more like rejected individuals from their own country and here we are taking them in and promote them to TALENTS~! my fuckin ass man
tell mi something they can do that we can't?don't we have the same amount of eyes and ears, etc etc?come on..talk about higher education if for once, we dun have to serve the NS liability anyone of us at aged 22 would be a degree holder and by most 28-29 honours and so on...come on it's all just bullshit isn't it?the way of life in singapore isn't really that great...tell me..since when they promote any local shit?how many of us actually make it to stardom???how much funds are actually used to promote local talents?none....all they wana promote is scholars.and u call that promoting local ??fuck u and your bullshit mate....for me it's all just nonsense...trash argh enough of this i'm tired of whining to no body

Process of beliefs

Sometimes,
Isn't it amazing how feelings can grow for each other in a short notice?and how feels have gone apart since the day two person come together?
With the current rates..Everyone has such high expectation of everyone...where will there be an end to all the fulfilling of expectations?Won't you be tired from trying every moment of your life?So wat's the difference in life as a single person or life as someone that's attached?
yeah that particular someone will be beside u all the time, give u hope in everything, mental support, s definate companion and most of all someone to room your love.I'm not against relationships here..i'm currently in one as well. Just take it as that i love startin debatable bullshits.....i have a mentality that all blogs are not diaries...now that u have ponder about that..let me ask u this..
Given a fact that you(yes, the person who's reading this now!NOW~!) as a non smoker, would u accept a smoker in your life? i mean how extremes are your NOs?Is smoking really that bad?As in, I think everyone out there have a mindset that all smokers are bad people..lolz i assure u ten times that you're very wrong..i have friends that have no equals....and backstabbers who dun smoke as well....I mean smoking doesn't really make one's character go bad...just take it that it's that particular being's choice and if you really do, love him as he is....Another thing...would u force him to do something that you would not? think about it..you wouldn't liked to be forced as well isn't it?
so wat's the point in givin the ultimatium all the time?issit really that worthwhile seeing him/her struggling with their personal routines to suit yours?Isn't that way selfish?
love has no boundaries, love is selfless, love is about sharing, love is never jealousy and finally love is a four letter word that's overused....Fuck u